I feel like lately, I've been slipping into something I used to do, someone I used to be. Doing things just so I can say (or so God can know) that I've done them. Its as though I go through life with a little list of things to do in my day (pray, read the bible, pray on the way to school, don't swear, keep a cool head, don't get too bossy etc.) And then, God's gonna love me. Hurrah. Or, and then, I'll be accepted by my people. Hooray.
Ultimately, I reckon it boils down to my view of God. Is he easily impressed. Or does he know my heart fully? I'm gonna go with the second option hey? God knows if I'm just doing it to impress, or to 'gain his blessing' and well ... frankly ... it doesn't impress him. Not at all. He wants full devotion to him, not half-hearted box-ticking.
My thought-train just kind of crashed. Unfortunately all passengers were killed. So it looks like thats as far as I'm going ...
P.S. Sorry for the lame joke ... I'm very tired.
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