There are SO many times in my life I wish I could go back and do over. So many time in my life where I wish I could go back in time and punch my little self in the face, and then tell him off. Or tell myself NOT to say something, or do something.
Regret to me is all of the above. Those moments of stupidity that I just replay ... over and over in my head. Most of them ... actually, come to think of it ALL of them are things that I've been caught 'red-handed' doing, or have been in a conversation and someone's spotted something's amiss.
Maybe this shows me who I'm concerned with pleasing? People, who by the next time I see them will have forgotten my 'embarrassing moment.' Or ... The God who knows my heart & who has ALREADY forgiven me, laid down his life for me & will love me eternally. I'm gonna go with that option. But sometimes its hard for me to understand that when I can't see Him, but people are right in front of me, and they're just so easy to please ... and displease.
Gah, sometimes my scrambled thoughts don't even make sense to me, so I hope they make sense to you.
Wednesday, June 15
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