At the moment, I feel like a bit of a failure. I feel like a fail at relationships; as soon as I leave a room I hear laughter where just before there was only silence. I feel like a a failure at music; which I love so much. I feel like a massive stuff up from a Christian point of view; I'm gossiping, I'm lying, I'm being SO selfish, I'm being self centered. I just feel like a bit of a fail. This may be a result of my over extreme tiredness, my stress and my exams coming back recently, or simply; that I'm human. BUT I do not want to be making excuses. I don't want to be justifying my wrong actions, because they are wrong. I have been foolish. But I just feel like I can't do anything right.
I can find comfort in the fact that I have a God who has a completely STEADFAST love. He will love me no matter how horrible I've been. He will love me no matter how much of a 'fail' I am by this worlds standards. He will love me UNCONDITIONALLY. I will never deserve his love. I will never deserve it. But he still gives out by the bucket load.
He will be there to catch me, no matter how hard I fall.
Wednesday, December 1
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